I slept!

      I spent the day with Kenny yesterday.  We fished, were quiet together, he was so sweet, attentive, the water, catching the occasional fish, talking about us.... Home to clean MY fish after supper in one of my favorite restarants, a little TV, and after Kenny went to sleep, I started the blog. Physically was one of my hardest days recently, MY BACK HURT.  My leg was hurting dowm to my ankle and shooting pains into my ankle and foot.  But after starting the blog, I got sleepy, went to bed and went to sleep!!!! Of course, it was after 4AM, but I went to sleep!!!! No benadryl.  I had taken pain medication 9 hours before and the pain was returning...but...sleep, restful sleep.  No bad dreams!  I had a GOOD DREAM!  I was a missionary, telling natives how to accept Jesus.  I changed the old old story it into an object lesson and even the witch doctor was understanding and maybe then the human sacrifices would stop!  I was so excited in my dream to watch the light bulbs came on in their faces and realize I was getting to their hearts!!!!  Maybe I will be able to save the life of that young woman.... 
     It may seem silly, but, I was able to dream something so positive!  Something that I love!  I have seen those lights come on in real life, at that time, knowing I am being used by God to bring another soul into a relationship with Him... what I was creative for... God's purpose for my life.

LIGHT BULB MOMENT....  Just now. 

     All that has happened has shaped me to be who he wants me to be to share HIM with others.  I am to use the comfort he has given me to help comfort others who are experiencing the same emotions and turmoil.  I know that... He told me in that I was to use my comfort in the last few years thru his word. That was a previous light bulb moment.
     So, this too is to go into the files as an experience to be used by God to draw others to Him.  When He gives me a new experience to add to the materials that can be drawn upon, to use to understand others and their needs and how they should be approached, touched, reeled to the reality of how HE can and will heal!!!
     GOD IS SO GOOD.  I love you so much, Father.  You are so great.  I'm so thankful that what you have created and made, you have kept.  I could do nothing without you.  I would not BE without you.  Please, now, help me get it together and go on.  I do want to be who you want me to be, and do what you would have me do.  I need you to help me get it together so I can.
II Timothy 1:7  "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear: but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
     SO, lets get onto the SOUND MIND!!!!!